10 Things I Strongly Believed in My Childhood Life #part1

There must be a lot of unforgettable memories in our childhood life. Well, to me, I have 10 most unforgettable stories which I strongly believed when I was kid. Let’s check it out!

1. The First foolish thing I believed for a long time (till I was in 8^th grade) was “I believed that my mom (and other women) gives birth from their bottom”. it was because when I asked my mother, how did I go out from her stomach (so curious myself :p), she answered from the bottom and I thought that was the only right way! At 8^th grade I learned real biology and found out that my mother was lying to me! All women give birth from their vagina, not their bottom! Hahaha… Well, even tho now I know why she lied. I might be do that to explain my children about this too :p

2.  Second, as I told you in my previous post, when I was in Elementary school, I liked reading Bobo Magazine and other fairy tales book. Some book and stories I read was about Leprechaun (a type of fairy in Irish folklore, usually taking form of an old man with beard, clad in a red or green coat, who enjoys partaking in mischief. He usually appears in a rainbow after rain) and Lilliput (likewise dwarf fairy like tinker bell but they can’t fly). A boy from my class whose home is near our school told me that he ever seen Leprechaun and Lilliput in our school Garden. He even told me that they used to appear only in the afternoon and night. At the first, I didn’t even notice his story but he convinced me as like he really2 ever seen them and talked to them! After that, I believe in him and really curious what leprechaun and Lilliput do in our Garden School. I really wanted to meet them! LOL.

3. Still from Impact of Bobo Magazine (lots of impact I got from this kids magazine! Lol), before year 2000, They always published lots of stories about millennium era to welcome this new era. I liked all the stories because it was really imaginative. Most of stories about millennium era were about the high level of technology that will be used in the year after 2000. In magazine, Bobo and all his friends used flying car and they used silver clothes and all silver things due to millennium era. So, what was on my perspective?? And my perspective was… After year 2000, everything in this world would be silver and there would be no more general car anymore because it would be replaced by flying cars, crowded air roads and such!! Believe it or not, that was on my perspective. And guess what? After new year in 2000, actually in January 1^st 2000, I became confused because there was no change and everything was same within the previous year. Hey, what’s up guys? Did I do wrong? If it was millennium era why they didn’t use flying car? I never seen any flying car in the road and people use same clothes and not silver, why?? My stupid questions sounded in my head. But day by days, I became more understand what was going on. LOL

4. Ok, next foolish story was happen in the exam of elementary school, forgot what grade. There was a question (I forgot the subject, might be general science?) in my exam:

“Please mention 3 types of milk that you know which are drank by most people!”

What was my answer? I wrote: 1) cow milk ; 2) lamb milk; 3)….guess what?? BEAR MILK!!!

After the exam, I told my mother of my answer to know what my answer was right or not and she laughed at loud! Well, do people drink bear milk? BIG NO! What I meant in the answer was Bear Brand Milk (canned cow milk from Nestle) which is usually drank by my father and brother when they are sick. I thought that Bear Brand Milk was really from bear because they used mother bear that is breastfeeding her baby as logo. I didn’t know that it is actually ONLY common cow milk!! Hahaha… So did my younger brother, he also thought that bear brand milk was from bear.. LOL

5. In the 90’s era, there were a lot of telenovela (dramas from Venezuela, Brazil and South America) which were broadcasted in Indonesia television station. It was airing in the morning, noon and afternoon like our eating. That’s why kid like me easy to watch it. Like other dramas, of course it contains some kissing part between the actor and actress. Well, I joined Islamic school since I was kid and taught that kissing between men and women before marriage is forbidden. When I watch kissing part between the actor and actress, I asked my mother How could they can kiss? It is forbidden, even it is only a pretendancy. Some innocent questions I made.. Well, My mother explained that they used soooo little litte tiny thin unseen glass when they are kissing so that their lips do not touch each other. Of course I believed what all my mother said to me.. Hell yeah, hahaha… but I was still curious, how it could be a perfect scene and no one viewers ever seen the glass?? I observed it more and more and finally found out there was no GLASS and it was a real kissing for sure. So innocent myself :p LOL

Next five stories will be post later, wanna know more?? Keep Stay tuned!! :D

Nasehat Guru #Part2

Nah, kali ini saya hanya mengutip kata2 yang ustadz saya pernah sampaikan (kalo belum baca #part1 silakan diklik saja linknya). Randomly, these are what he said to us:

1.       Kamu mau dunia? Kejar akhirat, pasti dunia kamu dapat…

2.       Kalo ada orang bisa mati-matian ngejar neraka, masa iya kita nggak bisa mati-matian ngejar surga? Liat aja contohnya orang korupsi mati-matian nutupin kelakuannya, padahal mau masuk neraka. Kalo ada orang mau masuk neraka, masa kita nggak mau masuk surga?

3.       Kalo mau itung-itungan sama Allah, boleh kok…

4.       Inget, setiap orang yang berbuat baik karena melalui kita, kita akan dapat pahala sebanyak pahala yang dia kerjakan tanpa mengurangi sedikit pun pahalanya..

5.       1 huruf di Al-Qur’an itu nilainya 10 kali kebaikan. Alif lam miim ada berapa huruf, coba? Dikali 3? Itu baru alif lam mim, belum yang lain..

6.     Nggak ada larangan baca Al-Qur’an satu hari satu ayat, Allah mah udah baik banget kaliii..

7.       Takabur itu nggak Cuma ke atas, tapi juga ke bawah.. dan takabur tuh dosa besar, menyerah itu juga takabur lhoh.. makanya jangan pernah menyerah, dosa…

8.       Coba deh diitung berapa banyak dosa yang kita perbuat kalo pacaran…

9.       Kalo pacaran tiap hari nanya udah makan belum. Sama ibunya aja, nggak sampe kayak gitu… berapa banyak kamu mikirin ibu kamu? Orang yang melahirkan kamu…

10. Di hari akhir nanti semuanya akan dimintai pertanggungjawabannya per hembusan nafas, bukan detik…

11.   Bagi seorang Muslim itu, hidup Cuma ada dua, pahala dan dosa…

12.   Berapa tahun sih kita hidup di dunia? Paling 50 tahun, 60, 70, masih ada yang 100? Berapa lama kita hidup di akhirat? Tak terbatas…

13.   Balasan dari pahala yang kita kerjakan itu nggak Cuma dikasih di dunia aja. Bisa jadi dikasih semuanya di dunia kalo kamu mau, bisa juga sebagian di dunia dan sebagian di akhirat atau bisa juga semuanya di akhirat. Maka beruntunglah seorang Muslim yang mendapatkan keduanya. Bagi orang yang tidak beriman, Allah kasih semua di dunia atas segala kebaikan mereka. Untuk apa sih beriman atau tidak berimannya mereka? Nggak ada untungnya bagi Allah. Hanya saja Allah Maha Adil maka bagi setiap makhluknya ia berikan balasan yang setimpal, namun bagi mereka yang tidak beriman, seluruh dunia Allah berikan namun tidak dengan akhirat…

14.   Kalo kamu lagi pusing, penat dan banyak masalah, coba deh gaul sama Qur’an. luangkan waktu 1 jam aja bareng Qur’an.. kalo nggak 15 menit, 5 menit cukup… insha Allah jadi tenang..

15.   Alhamdulillah hafalan saya kepake setiap ada orang bertanya…

16.   Kemarin ada calon Muallaf Belanda yang datang ke Bandung, tanya ke saya “Kenapa wanita dalam Islam ketika sholat dipantatin sama laki-laki (kenapa wanita harus di belakang saf laki-laki)?” Astaghfirullah, ada ya pertanyaan kayak gitu.. Saya jawab berdasarkan Al-Qur’an, ya karena kodratnya laki-laki secara natural kalau perempuan sejajar pasti mereka lebih tertarik dengan perempuan daripada berdoa. Contohnya aja banyak teman saya yang ngaku kalo mereka kurang khusyuk berdoa karena di Gereja banyak perempuan-perempuan cantik yang datang dengan rok mini. Iya juga ya, kata orang Belanda itu. Orang Belanda itu Tanya lagi “Kenapa sih di Islam nggak boleh free sex meski itu suka sama suka? Kan nggak ada ruginya buat mereka?” Saya jawab lagi “Karena di Islam yang dipikirkan bukanlah individual tapi tataran sosial. Bagaimana jadinya jika semua orang melakukan free sex dan banyak anak lahir tanpa keluarga utuh? Pastinya akan rusak sebuah bangsa..”

17.   Setan itu emang pinter banget, ada lhoh yang pacarannya muroja’ah bareng.

18.   Ibu-ibu kalo mau pilih calon suami, syaratnya mah gampang, cari yang mau diajak ke Surga…

19.   Takdir tuh ada dua. Allah sudah membukakan takdir bagi seseorang, jalan kebaikan dan jalan keburukan. Jadi barang siapa ingin jalan kebaikan, dialah yang memilih…

20.   Kalo berdoa jangan egois, berdoa juga untuk orang lain maka malaikat akan mengaminkan doa kita. Siapa tau doa kita selama ini nggak terkabul karena mentok sama dosa-dosa kita, jadi nggak sampe ke langit. Sedangkan malaikat makhluk yang sangat taat, doanya sampai ke langit..

21.   Kalo nikah bukan karena Allah, buat apa? Kamu bangun ngeliat dia, mau tidur liat dia lagi, tiap hari sama dia mulu, bosen atuh. Kalo bukan karena Allah, karena siapa lagi?

Untuk Sementara segini dulu yah, nanti kalo ada tambahan, kalo saya inget lagi n kalo saya udah nemu buku catatan saya, insha Allah akan di update! Semoga Bermanfaat :D

Nasehat Guru #Part1

Assalamu’alaikum, Bismillah kali ini saya mau memenuhi janji saya di postingan yang dulu (boleh klik Love is du'a ini kalo lupa :p). di postingan sebelumnya saya pernah janji bahwa saya akan menceritakan ustadz saya yang gahol ini hehehe.. nggak Cuma tentang beliau, saya juga mau share nasehat2nya so stay tuned yaaah :D

Pertama2 mungkin kita cerita bagaimana awalnya saya bisa berguru dengan beliau ini yah. Jadi, pas lagi jaman2 kegalauan hati, pikiran dan semua2nya karena waktu itu (sekitar bulan Sept-Okt) saya belum lulus2 dan penelitian masih ngulang ngulang ngulang tanpa kepastian yang jelas, akhirnya saya dan soulmate saya, sebut saja Wawat Rodiahwati hehehe, mulai brainstorming untuk meluruskan niat dan rencana masa depan kita. Kita bikin life map sebagus2nya, sedetail2nya (meski gak terlalu detail sih), lengkap dengan poto2 yang kita tuju hihihi.. nih dia life map saya! :D

My Life Map, ada yang tertarik? :p

Nah, di bulan yang sama yakni Oktober 2011, kami memiliki target yang sama yakni belajar Tahsin (belajar membaca Al-Qur’an sesuai dengan tajwid yg baik dan benar). Baca qur’an lancar sama baca Qur’an secara tartil tuh beda lhoh and kita berdua sama2 blm pernah lulus tahsin (ikutan udah tapi gak selesai2 hehe) jadi kita niat banget mau belajar, entahlah dari mana. Alhamdulillahnya, ada Ririn, adik kelas kami yang memperkenalkan seorang ustadz yang baru pindah dari Bandung. Semua datang tak disangka2 lhoh. Target kami pun tercapai, yakni belajar tahsin sejak bulan Oktober! Yippiiee :D dan inilah salah satu hikmah dari bersabar waktu belum lulus. Insha Allah akan dikasih yg terbaik, semua dijalani aja, buah dari sabar itu manis kok. Dengan bersabar, Alhamdulillah saya jadi dipertemukan dengan orang2 hebat di bulan Oktober 2011 ^^

FYI, ustadz kami ini tuh gahol abis and lumayan kocak hehehe, pertama kali ketemu nggak kan nyangka kalau beliau ini hafidz (hafal Al-Qur’an 30 juz) subhanallah! Ustadz juga alumni ITB (entah ya angkatan berapa), ceritanya sih anak basket, tapi anak mesjid juga hihihi.. good2 J ustadz juga jago IT banget, secara ya waktu itu beliau mau apply ke google di Sweden tapi gak jadi karena Krisis Eropa, and kalo belajar ama Ustadz mau pake apapun jadi lah, phone conference, skype conference, or network apa gitu katanya (saya juga gak paham hihihi). So, dimanapun dan kapanpun bisa jejaring dengan ustadz (tentu dgn waktu yg sudah terjadwalkan hehehe). Grup kami ada 7 orang. Metodenya seru abis lah n pastinya nggak ngebosenin. Cuma mungkin kami agak jarang ketemu karena Ustadz juga sering bolak balik ke Bandung mengasuh Tahfidz (Hafalan Alqur'an) Club juga.. awalnya saya kira umur ustadz sekitar 28-an eh gak taunya, kita semua kaget karena ustadz bilang dah ngajar Qur’an sejak 2003. Lhah jadi umur ustadz berapa? Ah gak penting lah hehehe… yang penting sepertinya ustadz tambah awet muda karena Al-Qur’an dan ini terbukti lhoh. Gurunya Ustadz (saya lupa nama beliau, mungkin terkenal di kalangan para penghafal Al-Qur’an) juga keliatan 5 tahun lebih muda dari usia yang sebenarnya. Inilah hikmah dari menghafal Qu’ran, bikin awet muda! Mau mau mau?? :D

So, dimulailah petualangan saya dan 6 orang saudari seperjuangan fii sabilillah ceritanya *ihiiiyyy*

Mau tau kisah berikutnya? Stay tune di #nasehatguru Part2 yupz!!

Galeri Lukisan Trip

Sebelum gue lupa, gw mau nulis pengalaman gue yang kemaren. Hmm.. sebenernya biasa aja sih Cuma sedikit agak bodoh dan kocak aja hehehe..

So, hari minggu kemaren tepatnya 17 Juni 2012, gw and 2 orang sahabat gw jaman SMA berencana melepas rindu gitu deh. Sbnernya geng kita ada beberapa orang (jumlahnya gak pasti sih keluar masuk hahaha). Yang pasti kali ini gw ketemuan sama Tori (Astari, FK UI 2007) n Suri (Sri, Arsitektur ITB 2007). Berkenaan dengan rekomendasi dari Suri kita mau kongkow2 di Kafe Tjikini daerah Cikini. Berhubung pada gak tau tempat itu akhirnya kita janjian ketemuanlah di TIM (Taman Ismail Marzuki). Nah, pas Suri dateng dengan bawaannya yg segede gaban (Tas Gunung) karena dia mau langsung capcus ke Bandung, kita memutuskan untuk liat pameran lukisan di galeri sebelah planetarium. Gw mah hayuk aja, secara blm pernah dateng ke pameran kayak ginian.. hihihi..

Pameran Lukisan Tunggal ini karya Mbah Sri ….. setelah 50 tahun berkarya (lupa nama panjangnya, mungkin penggemar lukisan pada tau kali yaa). Teruus, pas masuk (gratis sih), kita disuruh registrasi, macem nulis buku kayak kondangan gitu deh. Rada kaget aja haha and dikasih gratis agenda pameran di TIM (gw gak ngambil secara gak tertarik), terus pas si Suri ngambil eh bapak2nya nawarin catalog lukisan apa aja yg dipamerin dan penjelasannya, nah yang ini harganya 5.000. Pas si bapak nawarin ya gw ambil2 aja dong ya (karena gw kira gretongan) eh pas bapaknya bilang bayar (even Cuma) “5000”, spontan gw bilang “eh gak jadi deh pak”, hahaha.. Temen2 gw pada mesem2 aja wkwkwk.. (ceritanya masih jiwa mahasiswa wkwk)

Mulailah kita masuk liat2 lukisannya, beeuhh lukisannya abstrak n gak bisa dimengerti. Cuma temen gw aja noh si Suri yang sedikit berkomentar ttg lukisan, gw ama Tori mesem2 wae hahaha.. sampe di ruangan tengah pas liat2 lukisan yang bercat minyak, eh ada ibu2 yang ngasih kita cendol. Emang sih kayak ada meja prasmanannya gitu.. LUmayanlah gratis, hehe.. pas keliling2 ternyata kita ketemu sama pelukis aslinya, ini yang tau si Suri. Meski gw kita gak kenal n gak tau menau, rencananya kita mau minta poto bareng ama si mbah tapi berhubung dia lagi ngobrol ya gak jadi. Nah, pas mau ke pintu luar berpapasanlah kita sama si Mbah. Tiba2, si mbah nanya “Ponakanne sopo?”. Lhah cengo lah kita, perasaan kita pengunjung luar masa dikira sodara hahaha.. lantas bilanglah kita kalo kita hanya pengunjung luar. Ternyata eh ternyata si Mbah lagi mau adain pertemuan keluarga di galeri itu, makanya ada prasmanan dll. Wah, alamat cendol nyasar tuh! Hahaha.. tapi kata si mbah gak pa-pa wkwkwk.. terus dengan selebornya  gw Tanya “Boleh minta poto bareng” (padahal kagak ada niat juga n gak kepengen juga hahaha, Cuma iseng :p). Eh dah gak niat kayak gitu malah ditolak si Mbah deh, katanya gak usah hahaha.. maklum seniman, down to earth banget si mbah wkwk.. (jadi gw yang malu >< wkwk)

Lanjut, kita jalan kaki dari TIM ke kafe tjikini, disini Cuma minum kopi, makan kentang, n ngobrol2 + wifi an aja ama sholat. Selanjutnya kita naek bajaj ke galeri nasional. Sumpah! Ini pertama kalinya gw tau kalo Indonesia punya Galeri Nasional lhoooh n gedungnya lumayan ok, hahaha… Perjalanan Nyeni banget kayak gini Cuma bakal lo dapetin kalo jalan bareng ama Suri! Trust me! Ahahaha..

Suri and Tori di depan Kafe Tjikini

Jadi, di GNI ini lagi ada pameran kumpulan lukisan Raden Saleh (fyi, kayaknya gw pernah denger nama ini di buku IPS sih hahaha). Ternyata (setelah masuk galeri pastinya), Raden Saleh adalah pelukis Indonesia yg sangaaaat terkenal dan menghebohkan Eropa karena karya2 lukisannya yg sangat nyata pada abad ke 19. Bahkan karya2nya telah dikirimkan ke Raja2 di Perancis and Eropa pada zamannya. Sepertinya sedang ada kerjasama antara pemerintah Belanda dan Indonesia dalam mengumpulkan semua karya Raden Saleh ini. Pretty excited karena lukisan2nya baguuus n idup banget! Ada lukisan Van Den Bosch juga lhoh (meski lo pasti bisa liat di buku IPS SD hihihi). Nah, Karena waktu itu hari terakhir jadi rame banget n cukup ngantri. Kita kudu nitipin tas sebelum masuk liat2 lukisan. FYI, waktu Suri nitipin tas gunungnya, mbak2 panitia bilang “kayaknya ini (tas ini) udah deh kemaren” (fyi, Suri dateng dari Bandung dengan tas itu n langsung ke GNI ini satu hari sebelum hari kita ke GNI bareng). Terus dengan polosnya Suri bilang “Iya saya dateng lagi mbak” hahaha..

Lukisan Van Den Bosch

 Lukisan Anak Kecil Belanda yang nyata banget rambutnya

Gue di Pojokan Biografi Raden Saleh

Pas lagi ngantri eh kita ketemu Anies Baswedan n Miing, yang dateng kesini sepertinya kalangan berada n mengerti sejarah sih. Kalo gw gak diajak Suri mana tau gw beginian hahaha.. good2 J selesai keliling2 galeri, kita kelaperan. Gw rekomendasiin tempat makan sekitar situ di nasi uduk Gondangdia! (fyi, makan disini emang enak banget meski harganya juga enak hahaha). Hmm.. meski udah 3x gw kesini tapi gw orangnya emang susah banget inget jalan.. apalagi jalanan sekitar cikini yg muter2 n hampir sama L Tori ama Suri percaya aja lagi sama gw wkwkwk.. Secara pas naek bajaj kita diturunin di Stasiun Gondangdia (karena gw kira resto ini ada di jalan gondangdia, kenyataannya Jl. Cikini Raya IV). So, dari gondangdia kita kesasar n nanya sana sini and thanks God akhirnya nemu juga nasud itu! Kalo enggak gw bakalan dimakan sama dua makhluk kelaperan ini deh wkwkkk…

Makan makan makan dan perpisahan, si Suri balik ke bandung, Tori ke rawamangun and gw ke Menteng Dalam setelah sebelumnya curcol bareng di pom bensin sambil  makan es krim :p. Lumayan capek karena habis jalan jauh juga siih tapi pengalaman yg seru banget jalan2 ke Galeri Lukisan and nambah pengetahuan sejarah lah dikit, heheu.. c u in our next trip!! 

My First IELTS Prep Class!!

Alhamdulillah, I just took a course this week. I took an IELTS Preparation Class in IALF (Indonesia Australia Language Foundation). Fortunately, the building where the course be held is exactly across my office building! What a fate! I took this course because I want to prepare my English well regarding my dream to study in UK. So amazing Alhamdulillah. This is the first time I took an expensive course which payment is same with my tution fee for two semesters! Never and never imagine a dream bout this (even tho it is for you so-so but I’m so grateful since I pay this course with my own money, Alhamdulillah2x J). FYI, I really wanted to take a course since junior high school like my other classmates who joined LIA, EF and something like that but due to lack of money, I couldn't take course like my friends did and now I can! So, this is another grateful hehehe

So, I’m going to tell you what kind of class that I attend J

IALF is a famous foundation from Australia which provides intensive English course for student or anyone who wants to take IELTS test for their better career or study. FYI, not only English which taught here but also Indonesian language. My Indian partners in my office took Bahasa course every Monday and Wednesday. They are so excited in learning bahasa! Teachers here are native speakers.

My class only consist about 14-15 students. They have various aims in joining this course. There are 5 women including me. First is Yeni, actually she already graduated from Macquaire University in Australia and wants to have permanent residency for working, therefore she needs IELTS score around 8.0. Nelky (a nurse) and Atika (PNS in BPK) are same with me wanna apply scholarship for Master Degree. Bu Dewi is a homeschooling teacher and she attends this course just want to improve her skill in English and her knowledge about teaching, amazing! Two men, Hari and Boy are workers and maybe want to take scholarship for study. And the Rest are boys from International Class of Faculty of Medicine, and from Faculty of Economics, University of Indonesia. Boys from International Class of Faculty of Medicine need IELTS because they are going to Melbourne to finish their double degree study. So, who is the teacher?? The teacher is so pastinya Bule, I think he might be from Aussie (but now I know that he comes from Britain). His name is Nigel (baca: Nijeul) and so Happy that he speaks in British English (of course he is British!! :D)

Well, like other bule, he is straight to the point and easy going. I learn a lot from his pronounciation. I love British Accent because its very sounds-catching and elegant. To be honest (likewise he said this as usual :p), I like and loved to be called “Sarah” (baca: Shera) in British Accent. Yeah, maybe some of you think that its not important but for me its very very important since just from this calling can motivated me well in gaining my dream study in UK.

So, Every Wednesday night (no matter how many work still have to do during the deadline) I should spare time 3 hours to across the street and studying J, also Half day in Saturday, study and study. FYI, the students also have right to use library during the course weeks. I will not let this chance go away (because of the payment of course. Lol). Last but not least, I hope all of students here can reach their own IELTS score target and their own dreams! Never will I give up! :D

Rindu...

Banyak hal yang mengingatkanku padanya..
Sebentar lagi Bulan Ramadan, ah rasanya sudah begitu lama tak berbuka puasa dengannya, sudah begitu lama tak melihatnya berangkat sholat subuh dan sudah begitu lama tak menjadi makmumnya di musholla..

Banyak hal yang terjadi di tahun 2012 ini.. Banyaaak sekali hal yang ingin aku diskusikan dengannya.. Andai ia ada dan menjadi salah satu pertimbanganku mengambil keputusan, menjadi motivatorku mencapai impian2ku.. Ia pasti bangga karena tahun ini aku akan di wisuda.. Hanya doa yang bisa aku kirimkan untuknya.. I dearly wish to see you again, Eyang kung :)

to you it's separation, to me it's waiting...

OST Sunkyungkwan Scandal
by: Kim Jae Joong


기나긴 하루가 가네
내 마음 모두 아는 것처럼
시간이 빨리 지나가면
더 잊혀질는지

너의 빈자리를 빼면 
모든 건 제자리에 있는데
가슴이 고장 났는지
너를 보낸 걸 실감 못해
나의 모든 사랑은 헛된 얘기

나 이렇게 너를 보내 
하지만 나에겐 기다림의 시작인 걸
떠나가지마 내 사랑아
두 번 다시 널 볼 수 없잖아
내 맘속에 남아있는 그대

너의 빈자리를 빼면 
모든 건 제자리에 있는데
가슴이 고장 났는지
너를 보낸 걸 실감 못해
나의 모든 사랑은 헛된 얘기

나 이렇게 너를 보내 
하지만 나에겐 기다림의 시작인 걸
떠나가지마 내 사랑아
두 번 다시 널 볼 수 없잖아
내 맘속에 남아있는 그대

떠나가지마 내 사랑아 
두 번 다시 널 볼 수 없잖아
어디서든 언제라도
힘들고 지칠 땐 내게로 돌아와 제발
행복해야 해 내 사랑아
그 날까지 영원할 때까지

그대만은 나를 잊고 
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English Translation:


The day seems to last forever
As if it read my heart
With passing time, will it fade?

Except for your empty space
Everything is the same
My heart must be broken
Can't seem to accept that I sent you away
All my love is now in vain

I sent you away
But my waiting has just begun
Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
You are still in my heart

Except for your empty space
Everything is the same
My heart must be broken
Can't seem to accept that I sent you away
All my love is now in vain

I sent you away
But my waiting has just begun
Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
You are still in my heart

Don't leave my love
I may never see you again
Wherever whenever
When you're tired and discouraged, come back to me
Be happy my love
Until that day, forever that day (when we can be together)

I want you to forget me
Don't hesitate
For now...